the day started with waiting. waiting for mallorie to come outside. waiting for the green light. waiting for parking to clear up. waiting for class to start. then waiting for it to be over. but somewhere in all that waiting i remember back to other times i've waited for something to happen..
like when i waited for the list to be put up for volleyball teams. or when i waited for jeremy to pick me up for the prom. waiting for my name to be called for high school graduation. back when we waited for the doctor's response. then waited for God's healing. since graduation i waited to hear a calling. listened into my heart to hear what God was saying. and since then its been a wait. this summer that wait ended. i heard my calling to youth ministry. and then i waited to hear how that would go into effect.
amidst all this God waiting i had personal waiting for someone to share this with. someone who understands my passion for youth. someone who would let me put God first. and then someone shows up and steals my heart.
and now we wait even more. wait to hear where God puts me. is it Ireland? or local..waiting always happens. i pray for the right direction and someday (soon?) i will get that answer.
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